Bad Ass

First and foremost- I LOVE JUSTIN LONG.

Okay. Good thing I said that because I would have dreamed about the guy... Not that it would have been a bad dream ;)

Anyway. Had such a good weekend with my parents. It's a little strange that we're as close as we are, I pretty much tell them everything and therefore they tell each other everything. Can sometimes backfire, but oh well. It was Father's Day today and I spent all day with mi padre. What an inspirational guy. He is the ripe age of 47, I think, and sometimes he has more energy than I do! I have never witnessed him being selfish, he's always there when I need someone and he never stops caring. Ever. Now I'm not saying my mom doesn't do all that, because she does and then some, but I feel I already have an inner body connection with her because she birthed me. With a dad, it's something you earn and when you do, it will never die.

Sometimes I think about all the things parents do for their kids and it makes me really concerned because I don't think I could ever do those things... And I would get REALLY annoyed... Like the whole crying, whining, constantly wanting attention thing. PLEASE get over yourself. You are not the center of the world. And another thing I don't understand is how parents just let their kids do whatever they want. I'm sorry, but I don't care how much you love someone, they should not stick their hands down their pants and then pick their nose. NOT okay. It's funny to say that too because I want boys, and BOY are they dirty...

I need some more Supernatural in my life...

Some semi good news- On Facebook I am following a few audition sites for the San Francisco and Long Beach areas and they put that they are auditioning for some shows for the rest of the year. Not saying I'm going too but it's reassuring that when I do need some work, I can audition. Their not hiding it from me or saving it for some Equity bullshit... I kind of have a plan for after school, ready? I'm going to audition for a couple grad schools, but nothing huge. I'm sick of school at the moment. I want to go and DO not sit and LEARN... So if the grad school thing doesn't work out, which will save me some $$$, then I'm goin south and doing small jobs, work to get some SAG vouchers and be elligable, then find an agent... No matter what I'm going to be searching for an agent, but it might be a little simpler to find one after I'm SAG elligable...

Also, I have a new plan. Work my ass off at the gym. Not for anyone but M-E. I was listening to In The Heights on the way to Sequoia and thinking about people who are serious about their craft, and you only see older actors who are bigger. Everyone else is more tone, fit. And then Megan Fox popped into my head and her disgusting 6 pack on her 5'7" 90 lb. body and I got the sudden urge to run 3 miles. Not because I want to look ANYTHING like Megan Fox, personally she's got a purty face but she is waaay too skinny (SKELATOR anyone?), but because I want to be a better me. Sounds corny, I KNOW, but it wouldn't hurt, right? So I have somewhat of a routine. M-W-F cardio and T-TH-S strength. Ideally I would spend 2 hours a day at the gym doing both but I don't have the time, patience OR will power...

That's my life right now. Constantly thinking about the future... Get's really irritating but that's life...

BED TIME! Must take my faja to the airport in 5 hours. EEK!

:)