Figure I might as well blog, at 1:30 in the morning, while I stupidly wait for my sheets to dry... I did not think about how exhausted I would be so late at night...
Life is splendid. Start school in 2 weeks, correction a week and a half, and I'm getting more and more excited. I'm falling more in love with Ellen and can't wait to be inside of her head on the 23rd. I may do Machinal for my second monologue. It's becoming more and more interesting to me the more I think about it and think about the possibilities with it. It would surely be a very strange and strong choice, but I think I have every right to make such a bold choice. I'm a senior. Fuck it.
Winter's Tale and Cupid and Psyche are both over, so sad but true. Both wonderful productions with wonderful people in them. I miss the casts so much it's not even funny. Although I did see some cast members at the El Rey tonight, I miss the process of being there with them. Such wonderful, talented people...
I need to go to So Cal. SOON! I miss the beach and the sun and Disneyland. I just want to play there for a week... Please... Pretty pretty please with a cherry on top? Yeah...
So I'm getting more excited and nervous for life outside of school... I may just stay in Chico, work a bit and then move down south, I may move to Houston with the folks for a bit and move to Chicago, I may be a bum and live on the street... I just don't know and that scares the shit out of me, but gives me motivation too. I can't quite explain it, but I have a feeling all will be okay... Where I am now is exactly where I need to be :)
Speaking of Chicago, I miss improv. Had a glorious convo about improv with a cast mate at our cast party and it really gave me some insight into myself and how much I truly love to do it. It is so liberating to do whatever you want and have it be accepted and know that you can trust your team...
Well my sheets are dry now...
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